Friday, January 22, 2010

Hi,
I've been wondering whether i needed to a reality check because i just got back-stabbed hard. I thought that being friends for 3 years would have been more... Trustworthy.

Then there are the assholes who seriously just can't keep their opinions to themselves, whats the deal seriously? How much pleasure can you get by insulting someone? I don't see animals killing their own kind, why are you doing so?

Maybe because i trusted him too much and i became vulnerable and weak. Did i really go through all that 3 years full of shit just to find some knife sticking out of my back?

Anyway, im trying really hard to finish up my f&n coursework now. I haven't done any revision of any sorts today as...

Afternoon
-Choir
Evening
-Japanese class
Night
-Rushing homework 0.o?

Im also feeling quite down as i don't really talk much to her now. Maybe morning school is a bad idea after all. Hopefully she is doing well in her studies :3 Add oil ok?



Mass Healing you.

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posted at 12:20 AM by Ed

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Hi,
I had a flag day today, my 4th one. 3 other flag days was last year, bringing my CIP hours to a shocking 30+ hours. Im really ok with flag days, you know, its about asking people to help the less fortunate group. But asking us to help 3 times in a year is generally annoying. Is the school aiming for some service award?

You might be thinking, "What about all those people who volunteer everyday? They don't have a problem, why makes you so special?" Apparently im not "those people".

Its been eons since i gamed properly on my computer. Bloody graphic card died on me. Hopefully i'll score for the Os and ask my parents to get me a new rig. Anyway, with no games to play, i decided to use the computer "healthily". During the holidays, i watched anime and hilariously funny shows on youtube. There isn't really much to do when the engine that powers your games is charred from the guts.

This week has been good. I've been practicing old papers from last year to catch up. I only joined back into the virtual world at night. Hopefully, i'll be able to follow this schedule daily and make it into a habit which eventually will show whether it pays off in the O levels results slip.

Next week would be the start of my O levels f&n coursework. With the question releasing on Monday and the whole entire thing ending in June, i wonder how long i can take this pressure.

Blogging would be my only comfort, talking to others about my problems is just a waste of time. Bye.

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posted at 3:09 PM by Ed